House party @ PH house

Woke up and giant supermart for ingredients.
Over PH house for Party/steamboat...
Tomyam soup base for the night
balls all around
pork ball(local & Taiwan),Chicken ball,Mushroom ball,
Cuttlefish ball,Prawn ball,Beef ball,Fish ball...
Is like so much of balls we are eating for the steamboat LOL...
Songs,Cards,Drinks,Noise
Did you miss this party hahaha ....
Relax chilling until 6+ clear the place and home.
Bathe, out i am using this screwed lappy.

Giving it a thought,im still missing the lost haha
But fuck it, now i just wanna drop dead with alcohol daily.
It's so addictive... nice yet harmful haha.
For no reason why am i thinking so much ...
It's gone, and i doubt its coming back too.
So let me fuck around with my party peeps.

Should i defer my course?
i'm like super lost in somewhere
and no feel for work now.
Army and clear it off for 2 years and continue back for attachment
Hotel line's sucks big time
Super fuck up...
Any job that i can work 3 days per week and have 4 days rest ?

Drink driving is very bad.
Should i go take my car or motor license?
or should i just drive without it?
Traveling in own transport is much more faster and efficient.

I'm so sensitive yet immune to all the incoming spikes
couldn't be bothered to care bout what others are saying
seems like it happened 2 days back and ended yesterday
kinda a stile stun happened within seconds
thought it might seems nothing but it can accumulate for amounts

I don't regret this life that i chose for me
Thats why i'm still staying at home
Because the love there is always enough for me
althought the places and the faces are getting old.

Finally got my new passport.
i should start planning for overseas trip.

16-21 DEC 09 - Bangkok Trip with Jon C
Jan 2010 - Genting, KL - Kampong Kias
June 2010 - Taiwan - 10 days trip with PH crews
September 2010 before enlistment for army - Some nice island to chill out..