Yesterday

a bursting insane beast was born on entertainment centre
going around killing everything that trying to block off its way

it even nearly kills itself
whats actually happen to myself
what am i doing?
i really dunno
really lost from the point after yesterday
sorry people
and im sorry to nbz

im seems so useless
i fail my task
maybe time will be turnback
or maybe time will accelerate
Hopefully both of us turn back and look for start point again

currently KGS will be down and harmless
but dont stay near him
he got a big problem to solve by himself!
maybe this will change his whole personalty, attitude
time will prove
just not now!


from here again i learned something
no matter how narrow or how difficult the path is
everyone still have to preserved and walk alone to reach the end
but in the meanwhile i still must look after the loves one


"Couples never hold hands and run together
if not they fall, both of them could hardly
stand up and run again"
the only solution is
"Couples dont hold hands and run.
so if one fall, another 1 still can help
out the 1 that fell to restand"
this is from (NAS) my teacher
Thanks
you tried your best

Dont seek for help if your not in need
of it


In my life
nothing seems more important than my love!
money, big houses, cars etc
arent important for me totally since the day i was born


how matter how strong i am
how harden am i
i still lack of a heart
to seal up my evil form


do i carry on with life?
maybe few days more kgs will gone from this world
or maybe a new kgs will be born