Black and White

So strong and never say die




Insomnia


Got back to work for Local's today
lack of man power
go back help do these and that...
wed SHEESHA able bo!
AKCJ lets go smoke smoke machine...

Everyday after work i will sleep in bus
all the while to jurong west
or even worst jurong point area
damn
is not 1 or 2 time but 4th time alrdy
Sleeping in bus is like more that i sleep at home LOL!
shag tired and what else?
this is life
suffer 9 hours at town everyday
enjoy 13 hours outside
2 hours of sleep
it may sound crazy
but this is life...

No one have the right to change my life
Too much of reasons for me to change
no more stressful and fucked up life
Just rock hard again...

GOD DOESNT EXIST

人们都是犯贱

Recently got akcj Buddies to hang out lol
2 days back steamboat @ Kam house
with heng,chao,boris,kam,maomao,jerron,wisely,jonng,sh and s...
we play games and alot alot of shit lol so fun ...
im always that disgusting ...
maybe because im born to be LOL

ton over til 4 than went home rest awhile went for work til afternoon
planned for sheesha but overslept and cancel
lol
went over Rc meet kam and boris
pool 2 hours and finally got billard 2 games and off to prata
and all the way til morning 7+ lol...
sleep til 6 and back to kam house slack and off to jp makan!
safra billard and back home.

live life to fullest la ... lol
人生短短几十年
好好珍惜生偏每一个
爱的也爱过了
伤心和快了也有过了
人生还许要愁吗？
还是一天过一天吧！


KGS hate to work !

too much of stuff im gonna do LOL
im still thinking whether wat tattoo to put...
but definitely GOD DOESN'T EXIST on my right forearm or back shoulder
Bloody mary on my left forearm
the rest is still thinking,
Transformer is out tml
but damn im only free on sunday...
Anybody wanna tag along for this show?


i never make plans for future much...
because no money no talk
and theres no future only reality
so just wake up from lost land
money is my priority ...
how can i earn millions in a night?
black money white money is still money...

Theres too much of thing i wanna do in life
way too much ...
no people knows what i am thinking
im just like the tune
changing its way every now and than ...

what gone had gone
be prepared for the incoming
i don't believe i cant do it alone...
Everyfall make me feel stronger,tougher and more heartless

Alright im now at western in Conrad's
Quite nice some actually lol...
but waste alot alot of time...
i hate to work now...
see people enjoy life while im working
this is stupid luh...
wat ever it is la...
life is screwed and bored...

Boat Quay

Drink drink drink and drink
firstly drink with 324...
happy bday to weiliang ...
drink at dols and guys pub ...
i happen to see back alley people fight ... a guy slap a woman
i told myself having a very big screen phone and not taking down
this video will feel very sorry so i took a min of it ...

Yea drink and drink after that to Martin
again drink and drink...
than to whiskey bar

it was like free flow
cab homed
str8 away sleep
wake up when reaching my house...
bath and back to the land of lost...

nb wake up hangover
so long nv drink str8 drink so much...
heavy head...
the feeling was gross damned...
why does people knowing the feeling is fucked up
yet they still continue to do it?

In life
"Is bless to give than to receive"

Is not the end of the world still...
life still goes on..
but i do seriously suffer...
torn into million pieces...

hatred had grown
its going deeper and deeper
im not cursing or doing anything funny.
its better not to fuck ard with me .

I NEED A BREAK

it took me years to raise up
but it took me just 1 second to slip it off.

I need a break.
meaningless.
so damn bloody meaningless.
i can hold up high in the sky
but i can nv put down and landed on land.

Work problem.
not interested in work anymore.
lost feel suddenly for everything.
Exe chef just talk bout reality to me just now.

School have reexam.
dunno still can pass or fail
dont even bother to study.

Family problem
i cant be bothered.

Car license
Enroll
got motivation to take liao
suddenly
it lost again ...


life is really wasted.
don't suffer like me
if theres a choice.
i would choose to die straight right away .
too much problem...
worst problem is not posted here.


but still im tired wearing mask ...
i just wanna relax relax and relax...
life is screwed

Confident,Faith and Feeling

its all my fault
im the one whom deserved it
im all to blame...
If only i would still be given a chance to prove myself again

I tends to forget about everything
whole brain contain the flash image of memories
Even occupied myself with work
i still fail to do those work task properly.
i feel very guilty to everyone..
whatever trying to teach me
i have totally turn off and cant absorb.
Fucked...

how i wished....

i am sicked
3 days i had only sleep less than 3 hours...
i know its difficult to relax and think
but i had tried my best
im very tired in life now seriously
i need a vacation ...
i need to chill...
Sorry people
i failed to bring my joy up
i dunno i still able to be like last time again
i dunno how long i will stand still and be strong
im seriously down ...
thanks for all the advice my friends
Last of all
if only i could turn back time ...
and given a chance back to her again

想回到過去

I really really want to turnbacktime
if only i was given a chance...
is that so difficult or
isit the the string of the fishing rod had really burn

how i wish hell could take me away
the place that i enjoy while others feel the pain...

im really really really really regreting myself
for being such a slow and stupid person.
discover things slow
and think wrongly ...

Seriously
i am shag, pissed, crackhead now...
i can do wat ever things that come across my mind
im feeling kinda depress
feeling alot alot of troubles...

what can i do ?
kill myself and die?
whack up innocents?

no KGS
no KGS
you must stay calm and relax....
just relax relax and relax

i must drop those bad ideas...
thanks everyone who concern bout my personal's

ANYBODY GOT ACTIVIES CAN CALL ME ALONG?
I NEED SOME CHILLS OUT!!!

Spinny Head

Back from Work...
Went IT Fair @ Suntec
bought a Windows ARC mouse
very stylo and portable
but is not very suitable for my palm.


stomach not feeling very well
Town with jerron and chao
back west mall with heng and boris
Caught "DRAG ME TO HELL"
very horrifying scene ...
very powerful sound effect also
what a waste if the story line is way better
definitely a 4 over 5 rated show...


Transformer is coming out soon
graphic is superB...
very nice graphic created...
cant wait to catch this show.

is alrdy 2 am now...
mind of mine is still spinning hard...
MC tml ...
"Don't Be Harsh, It Only Brings more Problems"
the motto that keep myself calm and moving steadily


What can i do ?
just let me know, i will try my best to change whatever i can changed
The doors are always open welcoming back you ...


i must learn to be more patient ...
i will learn to not satisfied my needs but hit my over my target
hopefully time will help to succeed my aim...

BBDC

Finally settle license thingy
need a grand more to complete my whole course bloody hell...

Work Work Work
Drink Drink Drink
Eat Eat Eat
Make Wonders

Back from Kam house with ph,boris,chao,moliey,jerron
Long Time since we have steamboat ...
just kept eating eating and do some stun...

Kgs wanna go to a seaside and relax on a sunset ...
is time to plan his off day and fly out of this homeland
to have a distressing schedule for himself
long time since camera is active...
anyone out there wanna take a shoot for free or go out take photo tgt?

2 more months im leaving oscar's
such a nice place to work with...


a cold's a cold's
fegentrus de atus
del tino kryinae
mai nih eeru slia

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