The real image of KGS

KGS is a very destructible person build
he can be very tough or whatever you guys think
he got very abnormal thinking and strange instinct
but definitely a soft hearted person to people
that show care and commands for him.
do not provoke him until no road is given
he is very revengeful
he will only be command with the person he love and care for.
he is stubborn that won't bother about his life.
Currently he is trouble and head cracking
The most seriously problem he had...
He cant choose to do anything.

He was thinking of suicide if anything goes wrong at first
but after a few day of thoughts
he think that is not worth at all to waste his life like this
firstly parents brought him up with all the hard earns
secondly he think of everyfriend of his

especially the 3 brother's i treat as in jurong sec
during my time ....
1 is behind the bars
1 i lost him for my love
the last we seldom talk but just advice...

recently my love life
what is called love?
he himself also dunno
he cant do any decision
what it is
he NEEDS a person to love and show care to him
and not WANTS.
he doesnt need anyone that don't bother bout his life or death
he knows very disheartening to make any decision
but what to do, this is life
we have to bloody face the fact...
dont wan means dont wan
wants means wants
very difficult meh?
i dont want love
But i NEED love and care

yes i feel im a burden to anyone out here
seriously if dying can stop things and resume everythings back to normal
i will do the sacrifies