i am sicked
3 days i had only sleep less than 3 hours...
i know its difficult to relax and think
but i had tried my best
im very tired in life now seriously
i need a vacation ...
i need to chill...
Sorry people
i failed to bring my joy up
i dunno i still able to be like last time again
i dunno how long i will stand still and be strong
im seriously down ...
thanks for all the advice my friends
Last of all
if only i could turn back time ...
and given a chance back to her again